"As a mirror reflects a face, so a man's heart reflects the man. Proverbs (I can't remember the specific verse number.)

Have you ever had that moment when no matter what someone said, they could not make you feel any better? I know it is stupid but I can't get out of that mood. I am having to dress up for ICM tomorrow and at one forty five in the morning, I can't decide. No matter how much reassurance my friend Zuby gives me, I can't get rid of the incessant feeling of fat and ugly. Do you know what I mean? Though other people may see one thing, you feel something the complete opposite. I know I will look around tomorrow at my dressed up peers and feel inadequate. I know that I have nice clothing, that is not it....so don't think that. I mean I feel that way with my looks right now, as well as other things. But with the emotional things, you can cover them up, but the mirror.....well we all know about mirrors.

That is enough of that. I should get to bed. I hope everyone has a great week. Send me pics and call. I am not home much. But I like emails....